Can you still pass with HRT?

I am fairly confident in being a trans girl. I don't want to be, but I think it's who I am.

Some people have said I pass, but I know they are lying. Besides when I grow up I won't look feminine at all.

The way I dress is also masculine. I like wearing flannel and jeans which is too boy (I'm not able to wear girl clothes yet but I do like wearing flannel anyway). I've been told the way I decorate is too masculine as well. Every thing about me is too boyish. I'll never be a girl. I hate myself.

I hate that HRT makes me uncomfortable. I hate that I'll never be pretty. I hate that I'm trapped as a boy.