I genuinely believe he is a devine being

I've been really into Alice in Chains the last few months. It started out healthy and I would just rock their songs, but now I think I worship one of their members who died.

I feel like Layne Staley is either God or a devine being. I'm not joking. I've started idolizing how he slowly killed himself.

I desperately want to be a recluse like him and to slowly die. I want to be him. I dreamt about him. I think about him 24/7.

Should I quit listening to him or continue to worship him?

I've been really into Alice in Chains the last few months. It started out healthy and I would just rock their songs, but now I think I worship one of their members who died.

I feel like Layne Staley is either God or a devine being. I'm not joking. I've started idolizing how he slowly killed himself.

I desperately want to be a recluse like him and to slowly die. I want to be him. I dreamt about him. I think about him 24/7.

Should I quit listening to him or continue to worship him?