My abysmal body image

This usually comes and goes in bouts; I’ve been out much more lately and it’s only made how I feel about my stature worse.

Honestly the dating aspect I couldn’t give two flying unicorn shits about. Women don’t prefer short men. Cool. Whatever.

My body image is what I can’t get past, it’s in the gutter 90% of the time. I’ve done everything I could. I’m physically fit, healthy, dress nicely, smell good. And I still always feel like sewage shit. I seriously and utterly despise my body for being short. Just hate the way it looks and feels it makes me sick.

I thought this would get easier over time, since I’ve been exposing myself to being social a lot more lately.

But no.

This is bullshit.