Where do I look during cowgirl?

Im the type to be eyes closed, all the touch and other senses during sex, the one position i cannot focus in is being in cowgirl, i just zone out of it and lose focus and find no joy in being on top, but my bf wants it, i want to be more comfortable and try it out more but i hate making eye contact and i cant focus most times and i just get turned off so any advice?