i haven't been able to stop laughing about an incredibly racist IG reel i saw
It's not even funny, but i keep thinking about it. I saw it days ago, sent it to many friends who found it amusing, but now it's getting in the way of my work.
It's an AI generated video of George Floyd wearing a kippah saying "oy vey oy gevalt hashem my n-word give me the shekels and stop the noticing". It's beating two dead racist horses, it was probably made by a 17 year old kid from Idaho, it's going to get banned and reposted elsewhere in a couple of days. I have no idea what's so funny about it, but i've said "hashem my n-word" to several of my friends when i saw them yesterday and today. I think i'm going to get in trouble as soon as the racist yiddish bleeds permanently in my vocabulary. I think the free kippah i got by lying might be taking over my brain like Willem DaFoe in the 2000 spiderman movies.
Either way i'm afraid the seasonal + breakup depression might turn me racist. I'll go out with my dominican and nigerian friends this saturday to channel my racist passenger into something else. I'm not antisemitic because Uncut Gems is my favorite movie of all time.