this day keeps getting worse

I'm kinda over the "wow she's so beautiful I'm falling in love", I mean I see a lot of beautiful girls at my uni but never have the urge to be their friend. but this one girl who kinda came to one of the courses about a month late looked exactly like someone I loved. She just stood out in the crowd. and I'm just trying to find things that'll give me the "ick" so I don't think about her. So as the dumb idiot I am, I looked up the girl I loved and she is probably in a relationship now. I'm afraid girls that look like her are always gonna catch my attention.

I'm in two classes of this one faculty, she seems nice and I don't wanna hate her but she turns a blind eye when I'm working hard and says I'm the laziest in my group. she knows that she has students that are attending both of her classes but still, she chooses to take exams on the same day. And I found out the other day that I didn't have to do one of her courses...

sorry for all this loser talk, this subs my diary now. gonna have to listen to low and rhp all day.