I'm pregnant and I'm absolutely terrified

I should be happy about this, right? I'm 31, happily married, in a good place in my career, in the best shape of my life, have a home in a cute little mountain town, my husband and I even started a dog rescue nonprofit together last year that took off unexpectedly & only continues to get better... But there's a hollowness to the pregnancy tests I took almost a week ago. I worked so so hard to get to this point in life and chased all of the goals my inner child craved to achieve, that I'm not even sure I'm ready to say goodbye to this chapter. Seeing the news about the collapse of US democracy and respect for all races/sexual orientations has been spiking my heart rate/cortisol regularly which I'm sure will not be good for a baby long-term. I'm terrified to bring a child into this world in the current state that it's in and I do not see it getting better. I am beyond hesitant to move forward seeing our country's turn for the worse. I still want to travel, spend time with my 2 goofy dogs, and live the life my younger self always aspired to. I thankfully live in a state that has a strong stance for pro-choice

I'm only at 4 weeks, I should be excited about what's to come but I have this deep sadness in procreating as I feel like I watch the next World War 3 develop. My husband thinks it will never be the right time, but I feel the most uneasy about moving forward when the world seems the most chaotic currently. Is anyone else feeling this way?