No sex .

Sooooo basically. Backstory I am 7 months pregnant and I’ve been incredibly horny this entire pregnancy. This is not my first pregnancy and last time as well I was unable to be satiated. This is where it gets tricky. My husband does NOT want to have sex with me. He says constantly that he is tired or that he doesn’t want to hurt the baby just a million of excuses( if he is able to perform it’s not completely hard. I’m over it . It’s been more than 2 weeks since I’ve been touched and I’ve been using a clitoral vibrator but it’s just not doing it for me . So I finally caved in and bought a dildo (nice thick 6inches) nothing crazy. So I made a dick appointment with my husband into which he said he was too tired to perform, but he didn’t even go to work that day and stayed home to do errands and paperwork. So I end up asking him if he just doesn’t want to have sex with me which he validates that he is uncomfortable with my body. ( for reference I’ve only gained 30lbs and it’s all belly I’m actually cute pregnant and you can’t tell from behind ). So I accept my fate and go to get my BRAND NEW UNOPENED dildo , which, I cannot find. So I ask him if he has seen it and he tells my he threw it away and I need to stop being so disgusting and giving into my physical needs. At this point I’m livid, I just bought it, and I did indeed feel ashamed about buying it but I could tell I would probably have to use it since he hasn’t been touching me. Long story short I end up grabbing his phone going through his web history and it’s FULL of porn . This A hole hasn’t been touching me since he’s been touching himself! So I tell him to sleep on the sofa. He suddenly says he can perform and not to worry he gots it. But atp I just feel ugly and unwanted. Like . My feelings are so hurt. I feel like I’ve been cheated on . I know it’s not exactly the same, but idk what to do. I don’t want flaccid dick. And I want a man that wants to touch me not one that is disgusted . He says he can do it but honestly I’m so turned off by him I don’t think I can even get wet from the idea. It’s too desperate. I feel desperate. I think I’ll buy another dildo I’m also upset about that, he didn’t seem bothered but he threw away my perfectly good money. Idk somebody ? Anybody ? Recommendations?