Day 20 still here

Haven’t smoked in 20 days. I’m having so many mental changes. Actually believe now that there is nothing I’m missing out( by not smoking). That’s why my previous quitting attempts always failed. I deep down didn’t want to give weed up because i was still romantisizing it. I deep down still loved weed, but still wanted to quitt because of the addiction. Now it’s different, i think of weed more as an obstacle for a healthy relationship with my emotions, body and loved ones. This helps me a lot. I find it hard to keep this quitt-journey only to myself because personally it has ALREADY been a lifechanger.