Anyone else struggling to do daily tasks?

My life was ruined unexpectedly and I am so depressed.

I make a list with intentions to get up, shower, apply to jobs but they day passes me by.

I’m still on the couch. I’m sad. I’m depressed. I feel no motivation. I’m pregnant.

I look on indeed for jobs and I promise, there seems to be not a whole lot. I somehow feel grossly incompetent to do anything. I feel like I have no abilities.

I just want my job back guys. I’m so sad. I can’t stop crying and I wonder when my husband will get annoyed with the fact that I can’t move on from this.

I feel helpless. Powerless and discarded like trash. I know nothing gets accomplished with me laying in bed crying but I can’t seem to function. Benefits were through my job. I waited to start a family so I could get the parental leave and I was less than two months from completing probation.

Sometimes I feel I’m not cut out for the world bc I can’t handle this. Mental health was a struggle before this and I’m just at a loss. I’m highly educated and went from GS13 to nothing. I’ll have to accept anything to make ends meet.

I feel like I failed my unborn child and I don’t understand how I ended up here. I just need to get this off my chest to a community that will understand.

Thanks for listening.

EDIT: IF YOU TROLL, you will be immediately blocked every time! You’re also a sick person and should seek help. Know that you have a bad soul and seek God.