Feeling depressed after watching arcane

I stayed up till 4:30 am finishing up the show and I’m basically done with S2 Ep 8

Sorry if this post is kind of a waste of space and I might delete it upon request or if I feel like I should. So, this show is amazing but I’m obsessed and it makes me feel sad like I want to cry (I probably will later bc I don’t feel like crying a lot so this is a good chance). I feel a lot like when I watched Inside out 2. I cried after watching that in theaters and I could really feel deep sadness for once. It felt good to cry but after a week or 2 I was back to normal which I guess is healthy. This feeling also reminds me of the emptiness I feel after finishing something so great. I remember I kind of felt like this after I watched Game of Thrones.

But this show is different. To me it’s better. I also feel so, so bad for Jinx. Her mental state and back story is so tragic and I loosely relate to her. Feeling like a jinx, a failure. Just so many things. So yeah, over all I think I feel this way because of emotional attachment, escapism, Jinx, and so many other things but…man. Wow what a great show.

I don’t really know what else to say or what to do but if anyone has anything they want to say please let me know.