I’m scared of death and judgement

I need help.

I am suffering from religious trauma. I tried to ease it up by watching videos about NDE cases to help me get over my fear of death but some of them only worsens it, especially ones involving Jesus or God with a NDEr’s unborn siblings from miscarriages. Even though I also learned about science and evolution, I still can’t get the fear out of me.

If anyone can help me, I really appreciate it.