why's there so much racism against indians?

Before anyone says there's racism experienced by every race I want to clarify, I'm specifically talking about Indians. I am Indian, I was born and brought up in India, and usually every time I interact online and reveal my race I get the most racist comments ever, be it that I smell, all I eat is curry etc. What pissed me off the most is that when playing any game with voice chat and as soon as they hear my accent they come right at me saying rudest shit ever like my future husband won't value my consent (ykwim) meanwhile if someone else has a very European accent or something nobody cares. Sometimes I feel ashamed even to reveal my race its not because I'm embarrassed but because I'd get shit on js because I'm an Indian girl on the internet, seriously why do people hate us so much? Idk anymore, yea ofc some shitty ppl exist but all this makes me wonder if I'd ever be able to date someone not my race properly.

EDIT- I'm very well versed with the shit many Indians do and I can't even defend them and I don't want to justify their acts, I just felt bad about how I'm treated, I don't feel safe in my own country what else can I say? I'm a 15yro girl trying to survive here, I appreciate what everyone Is saying but please stop saying stuff I already know.

EDIT 2- Okay all I'm going to say is maybe I'll have thicker skin, but honestly whatever I wrote doesn't make sense in hindsight, Indian schooling will be the death of me and to top it off with such racism scares me, I'm trying to get out of this country but I've read about horrible things that happen to international students in other countries so I don't know anymore, anyway I'm already under a shit ton of pressure so the comments I receive aren't helping, but those of you who are providing the support I appreciate you sm ty!!