seeking advice for next steps

I just left my apprenticeship after 6 months of tattooing real skin. I hit a hard plateau the last few months and i havent been getting the help i needed at the shop. It was a brand new shop that isnt established so there is hardly any walk in clients and i have struggled gaining clientele. I think it would have been different if it were a bigger more established shop, having more artists to help me and bounce ideas off of and such. I have messed up a few tattoos on paying clients in the past and then was sent home after I spelt a tattoo "til death" instead of "till death". I was told either that i come back but i dont tattoo real people anymore or i leave. I truly believe that the main issue i have been having is with my stretch but my mentor being the only real artist at the shop i havent gotten any good amount of time with him to fix these issues. I just get told that it wasnt good, ive tried watching him tattoo in different body parts and how he stretches but he never really comes to watch what im doing, or if he does come by and watch for a moment its on an easy spot and I am not having any issues. Ive been feeling like i havent been getting the guidance i need so thats why i made the decision to leave.

now im here with a big existential crisis of do I continue on and try to find a new shop to finish my apprenticeship with, hopefully one with more artists that can help me. Or do i take a pause for a month or so and really figure out if this is the career for me and if so do i continue on? This has been a dream of mine for a long time now but im feeling so lost