Finding Love

Does anyone have the exact coordinates of the hole I'm supposed to die alone in?

Dramatics aside, I feel like dating is incredibly hard because I basically don't exist on anyone's desirability list.

Im black. Trans. Gay. Feminine. Probably never going to be able to obtain top surgery and not really big into looking like the most masculine guy on the block. I never have a problem getting laid but I'm starting to think nobody wants to be seen with me in public. And that kind of fucks with your head a little.

I feel like I'm cooked. Not exactly sure how to cope with that.

I think for the most part. I'm fine being single, but you know the way I'm objectified. Sometimes reminds me that no one will ever see me as the subject of romance.

No one has at least. And it hurts a lot.

How do ya'll deal with that? Unless I'm a freak outlier. Then yeah.