fuckin..

Okay so when I first joined this, I said I'd never use it because I just mask it all yet it all FUCKING blows, and it's my fault. I just need to get shit off my chest because this past week has been terrible..

My mental health has been declining and my love for knifes increasing, I've scratched myself some to keep other pains away. I didn't think and did a dumbass move to lose my gf. My mom got in a car accident and now needs to get a new car, still scared. Along with the purposed scratches I've had an accidental slash on me. My fucking court date for a cousin is soon.

Life is.. I can't explain it. It just is..

Go treat yourself.. RC is gonna go find his place again