PSLF vent

Just wanted to vent. Sent in my form on 9/25 to hit 120 payments. I hate my job so much. The thought of going back after this break tears my soul up. Had 2 phone calls today for other jobs- one was not a nonprofit but he liked me resume and said he’d try me back at the end of the year. The other is a nonprofit but is 45 minutes from my house and a 10k pay cut, when I currently work 10 minutes away. Once I hit my 10 years, I fulfilled my part of the bargain. Nobody should have to stay at a soul sucking job- especially when forgiveness takes over a year sometimes. If I have to stay at this job for another year, I will go crazy!