i am cooked

will tell in short - my crush started talking to me on insta - the convo shifted to something else - i never wanted a relationship with him , i was just attracted - he is of diff religion - we agreed to do some fun together (for me - makeout , for him - sex)

- i never agreed for sex coz my parents would never allow me to go outside for 2-3 hours for no reason , also i dont want to lose virginity, i told these two reasons to him but he said we will manage and ended the convo

- i agreed coz i liked him but never agreed for sex and sharing nudes - he asked me my noodes - i denied and asked him to meet offline just so i can explain it to him.

- he came by car , we talked and ended up kissing each other , it was my fault too but he was the one who initiated - now he is forcing me for sex , texting me every fucking night and is destroying my sleep cycle - he texted me round 12 today (night) and said , i used him .

- i asked how - told ki i wanted him to be my bf thats y i kissed him - kinda trapped him to come in relationship with me , but bc maine kudh relationship ka mana kra tha, maine usko jab ye btaya tb he said 'u never liked me , u used me' - he is kinda chapri and gawar - i realised it later and now idk what to do. - i said ki he was the one who initiated the kiss - he said coz i wanted to make out with him

- i said yess but that day i didnt even asked for it , he blocked me but im sure he will text again , am so scared and donno what to do , cant even tell it to my parents coz im also wrong here.