about to fall into masturbating

I won't fall into zina most likely anytime in the future because I'm already not attractive or desirable enough for any girl to want me sexually. But I am hugely tempted to fall into masturbating because this lifetime celibacy will be hard on me. I'm a human being still, I have these needs and they aren't going away anytime soon. I hope I won't have to ever resort to masturbating while being single and celibate for my entire life but rn I'm really tempted to do so because these urges are overwhelming and worst they won't ever be fulfilled. I mean I won't ever get to marry the girls I find hot, so masturbating to them is the only option I have.

These feelings of loneliness, sexual frustration and not having a girl are just way too difficult for me to handle rn. And they will just keep on getting more difficult as I get older being single and celibate.