Should I take drop for JEE 2026? Please help.

Hey guys, 25 tard here, I got 154 in 29s1.

I used to average around 220 in middle of 12th, then my average dropped in FST to like 180, then I improved to 200 but fucked up BAD in mains and got only 154. My Physics is really strong, chem is also fine but Maths is really bad need both practice and revision, I feel like even if I focus for the next 100 days, Getting IIT B is impossible. This breaks my heart and brings me to tears when I even think about it, I just want one more chance. Please do let me know if I should take a drop.