Woke up from retrieval to learn partner didn’t give sperm

Hi everyone,

I went through retrieval today - 8 eggs. 7 mature.

Woke up from anaesthesia to learn my partner couldn’t give his sperm because after 1 year of naturally trying and countless injections from this cycle, he doesn’t want a child “right now”.

I am completely heartbroken. Not what you want to hear after waking up from anaesthesia.

My 7 mature oocytes have now been frozen. Not sure what I’m looking for here. Are the survival rates ok for frozen eggs? How bad is the first period after all the stims?

My partner and I have now broken up. I told him I simply cannot be dragged along any more at his mercy. And I have never felt more disrespected.

So… not only have I not got the baby I was expecting, I also lost my partner 😢🥺🤷‍♀️