How am i supposed to play this game!!!!!!??????!?!?

I genuinely cannot play this game. every single fucking lobby is full of the most sweatiest nerds in the world. yes, i admit im not the best at the game. but isn't the game supposed to know that????????????????????
i don't play this stupid game as a damn career, i just want to play it for fun. but oh my fuk,ping god... i get kills on ONLY bots, and does fortnite not think "maybe we shouldn't put him in a harder lobby if he got 5 kills who were only bots?????" BECAUSE APPARENTLY THAT'S NOT HOW IT'S DONE. When this new og gamemode came out i thought "wouldn't it be so fun to play this game again?" little did i know i wouldn't get a SINGLE FUXKIG WIN FOR THE NEXT MONTH AND A HALF. EVERY TIME I RUN INTO ACTUAL FUYCING PLAYERS I JUST DIE, AND FORTNITE IS LIKE "YEP, HE PLACED 25 WITH 6 KILLS, BETTER MAKE IT HARDER FOR HIM!" HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ENJOY ANYTHING IN THIS GAME????????