do demons punish you?

I'm not new to demonolatry and I know the answer is most likely no but: due to ADHD and other things I can't really keep a consistent schedule of offerings and interacting with demons and Satan, I did fixate on demons themselves and had a good routine going but it's faded and my motivation is pretty low, I still believe in demons and am still a satanist, I just feel like they might be angry at me? I've had a bunch of shit things happen to me recently and I feel like I'm being punished for it. But that's most likely my anxiety talking. Its really hard for me to even remember to pray every day but I do try to think of my deities often and I do tell them I appreciate them when I remember, do they understand things like this?