I still can't believe there is no incoming message from you on my phone...

I knew you would not write. Still, some sort of surprising feeling that you actually really don't write to me...

I look at my WhatsApp where you were always on top, and from where you have disappeared one day forever. I can't believe you are not there anymore.

You probably are already dating someone else. I'm better not knowing. It hurts and brings tears to my eyes only to write it...

I'm so sorry... So sorry you had to be a lesson, and not the love of my life. Now my heart is hurting even more.

I'm not even sure what lesson to learn... You were a great man. Probably the most healthy relationship I had. You just stop loving me...

Good bye my love.

Almost 3 months post BU and NC. When is this pain gonna go away...