I'm over 500 days clean of fentanyl AMA

As the title states, I quit doing fentanyl 8/4/23 and I haven't looked back since. I've had a lapse once but it wasn't a full relapse.

I quit drugs for a girl who was my whole world, her name was Jasmine, and I still look back and regret how fucked up I was to her. I got her pregnant and she aborted our child to get away from me because she didn't know if I was gonna get clean or not.

I've also overdosed atleast 15 times that I can recall, my mom specifically used to Narcan me on the daily because I was always high on fentanyl.

I've currently started the 12 step program and finished up step 1, proceeding to step 2 tomorrow, and life hasn't been easy but its better than it used to be, I just wish Jasmine could see me today.

AMA about dealing with loved ones who are addicted or anything about fentanyl and I'll do my best to answer!