My husband cheated on me. I want to have an abortion. He is in a bad place mentally.

My husband cheated on me with his best friend in the beginning of our marriage. She only chose to tell me after she found out that we are pregnant. We have been trying to get pregnant for 3 years (married for 5).

I feel that I can’t have a baby with him. He is very mentally unwell now because of it. It is so unfair that he is the one who is unwell and I have to be the strong one between us when I am the cheated party.